Yes again my grandpa

nobody@vox.com(kayuuko) — Sun, 27 Jan 2008 22:41:23 +0100

He is at home again but very weak. Wasn't a good idea to give him another chemo... He had to stay at the hospital for a whole week... Now he is not able to get up anymore. I am currently spending most of my time here at my grandma's house to help...

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... not again~

nobody@vox.com(kayuuko) — Mon, 14 Jan 2008 11:16:48 +0100

Grandpa... is still okay. He has his ups and downs but overall he is feeling okay and he is eating much. Today we got a call from the doctor and he has to go to the hospital again tomorrow... Again I am damn afraid but the doctor said the first ch...

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Life is crazy

nobody@vox.com(kayuuko) — Mon, 10 Dec 2007 14:17:49 +0100

Grandpa is okay right now. He is at home again and sleeping most of the time. Yesterday his condition was really bad but today he is okay. The day before he even walked a bit. I was so happy. And he was interested in the newspaper and the TV. That...

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Crying

nobody@vox.com(kayuuko) — Mon, 03 Dec 2007 07:26:32 +0100

Today... I got up at 5:30 am... I wanted to talk to, kiss and hug my grandpa before they take him back to the hospital at 6:30 am. It felt like as if I wouldn't see him again. And I am crying again. I have hope but... They will start with chemo t...

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He is here...

nobody@vox.com(kayuuko) — Fri, 23 Nov 2007 16:41:54 +0100

He is here... with us. He came home today. I am crying again right now because I am so happy to see him here even though I am of course worried... He wanted to sleep again now... But he said he loves the tea here much better than the one at the ho...

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Grandpa...

nobody@vox.com(kayuuko) — Sat, 10 Nov 2007 15:30:10 +0100

They started with the therapy yesterday. We were so hopeful when he called us and we were able to understand him on the phone. Today he didn't call us. Mother was with him for a bit... and told us later that he couldn't speak much... and has probl...

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Grandpa... I love you

nobody@vox.com(kayuuko) — Tue, 06 Nov 2007 11:12:23 +0100

He has metastases in his head... I love him so much... I.... don't want to lose him... I was just talking about death in the other post and now... He has to come home again... he needs to be with us... I want him to be here... Please god... at lea...

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Death

nobody@vox.com(kayuuko) — Sat, 03 Nov 2007 03:50:39 +0100

Today I watched "The Green mile". It's a great movie... but... Everytime I am watching this movie it makes me think about death... and that we all have to go one day. Today... when I was visiting my grandfather in the hospital, he is fine so far ...

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New hair-cut

nobody@vox.com(kayuuko) — Sat, 13 Oct 2007 19:23:22 +0200

I have a new hair-cut... Got it last week already but didn't get the chance to post a pic yet. I even got a new hair color (red-violett). Not much to tell... I am currently watching TV (cute raccoons <3) and I am waiting for my downloads to f...

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Listening to music while reading a book

nobody@vox.com(kayuuko) — Thu, 04 Oct 2007 20:46:26 +0200

Listening to good music the whole day is very relaxing. It makes me feel good. Currently I am listening to KIMERU... Bought myself new headphones today because mine don't work anymore. My new ones are better anyway. MUCH better. I met Sabine, h...

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