... not again~
Grandpa... is still okay.
He has his ups and downs but overall he is feeling okay and he is eating much.
Today we got a call from the doctor and he has to go to the hospital again tomorrow...
Again I am damn afraid but the doctor said the first chemo helped him. I hope he's okay after the second one too.
I am always distracting me from negative thoughts but they... aren't avoidable~
I am just happy that he wants to live now... at least for another few months... I seriously hope so.
Cancelled callcenter work for today and tomorrow. I don't have energy for work anymore.
At least they are flexible with that.