Death

Today I watched "The Green mile".
It's a great movie... but...
Everytime I am watching this movie it makes me think about death... and that we all have to go one day.

Today... when I was visiting my grandfather in the hospital, he is fine so far and everything... I thought about the same.

It makes me sad and scared somehow even though it's the most natural thing ever....
It happens to everyone... and still... I am too afraid to even think about it. I am too... scared to think about it... that I might lose my grandparents in the next few years.

Everytime something happens to them I am scared and I am crying all day long because of that.

I will visit grandpa again on Sunday.
He is okay again but... I am still worried.